I don’t understand why were friends. We never talk, we never agree on anything, you never listen to me for shit, you ignore me, the only time you actually talk to me is when you need something. Your just a horrible person! Idk what to think of you anymore. i don’t know why i fought to be so close with you, i should of just left it alone. I’m sick of always caring when you don’t. I see how you are and i’m not fooled. I just don’t know how to confront you cause it will just be a fight!!
As stupid as it sounds, I miss you! I get butterflies seeing your pictures. I don’t miss what we were, I just miss what we could of been if we didn’t fight like we did. I know we had to grow up and move on, I just wish things didn’t end like they did. Your so much different now, your what I always wanted you to be! I’ll never forgive you for what you did to me, but for you to finally admit what you did after 3 years and saying sorry really ment alot and for you to understand that I couldn’t forgive you. The day you left wasn’t the only hard part, something else happened that day that you never knew and I wish i could tell you. It hurt that you actually thought I wanted your best friend when really the only reason I wanted him to stay longer was cause I knew as soon as he left it wouldn’t be good! and I was right. We’re both on different levels now, your life seems perfect, while mine i’m still trying to figure out and cope with what to do. I just wish you knew more about me then you think.
I’ve met some fake people in my life but you bitches top it off. I know how you are, obviously your talking shit about me when you guys have to walk away, yet you both have pulled me aside to talk shit about one another. The only time ya’ll can talk to me is if were all drinking. No wonder i cant stand girls, but then yet i cant help but to look at girls in other ways.
Idk how to feel!